yes actually when i went to the first doctor about this the pathologist,i remember before leaving i looked at him in the eyes and stood up and asked,doctor can i have unprotected sex with my gf,can i have oral without a condom?? and he looks at me,smiles and says yes dont worry about it you can do everything...
so i left with a smile and that evening i had unprotected sex with her,and the next day i found out what i have really,and how transmissive it is and i was like,ok i am murdering a certain doctor today,really i was super extra pissed off,in a killing mode
so anyway after that we always had sex,oral and not,with a condom :/
and she did analysis blood tests pap smear and what not and 2 days ago she got her results,CLEAN AND NEGATIVE ALL
i broke it off with her,she should stay clean and happy,she was the best girl i ever had,and we love each other deeply,i just cannot risk infecting her,i love her too much for that,oh how deep it aalll hurts...