Hello � thanks so much for the interest
My story:
Firstly, I am unsure if I have a prostate issue that spread to the epi or if I simply have an epi issue: much more likely I have two issues originally stemming from prostate issues or perhaps one big complicated issue.
Secondly: I take paxil for 16 years too. Sever depression in family � still on it � works great! I am very physically active and happy for the most part BUT I wonder if Paxil complicates my issue�.
Thirdly, I reap what I sow. I am ashamed to admit this but for many years I engaged in risky sexual behavior combined with excessive drug use. There were many many experiences where I would wake up the next day and my prostate would ache and be infected by the abuse I put it through � NOTE: I never engaged in homosexual behaviors. However, the drugs and extended periods sex � and forcing sex when I was unable to perform due to the drugs made for a very traumatic experience on my UT, Prostate etc. Ultimately, I have reaped what I sowed. I am responsible for my pain in many ways. But I have changed. I received counselling and began a relationship with God who forgave. I want to live a happy life and this issue is quite bothersome.
FOURTH: I HAVE HOPE. I am learning so much from this site � please read the chronic prostatitis link and pay attention to �I will be cured� � his posts are by far the most educated and HOPEFUL!!! � I may not get 100% back but I will do much better � at the end is my plan!
This was 14 years ago!!!! That�s how long I had been living with sporadic bouts of UTI�s prostate flare ups, frequent urination, very little urine passing etc. But for the most part, the symptoms came and went and they ware no big deal. I would simply get an AB and the symptoms would subside from an 8 back to down to the 2 or three where I was in no real pain. Sex was still normal�though I have a history of yellowish semen with clumps and sometimes an awful odor from my urine / semen but other times not so much�so this began in 2003!!! I was young 22 years old and always able to bounce back from a bad episode with 7 to 14 days of AB�..
So fourteen years ago I experienced my first sign of discomfort. I continued a bad lifestyle for another 6 years before getting help. Again, I saddened by my foolishness and wickedness and what it has cost me. I need no sympathy�However, by the grace of God I will beat this thing or at least feel better~
Now, here�s another sad chapter. About two years ago, I relapsed for a weekend�.very bad time in my life � no excuse. I knew better and I believe the Lord dealt with me in a way�a few days after I had a strange sort of heaviness / sensation / weirdness in the RIGHT EPI ONLY�no real discomfort per se but a strange feeling accompanied by a UTI �it caused me a lot of mental stress A LOT � the idea of a testicle issue really scared me. So my doctor (great guy) says epi � even though my epi is not sore to the touch it still feels funny down there�so things are OK down there for the first year � strange feeling but no big deal � I take some AB�s (Cipro..Forget the other two) things get better then go back to being funny feeling��
Then things worsen. I start to itch a lot in the right epi- its hot, sticky, uncomfortable when I am in jeans�then my testicle becomes tender � SCARY!! Two more weeks of cipro � things are better then they go back�ironically symptoms would often subside on their own BUT always come back worse:
MY MAIN SYMPTOMS
Slight tenderness in right EPI
Tender right TESTE � on and off but more present than not
Burning itching discomfort on right epi � ALWYS HAVE NEED TO scratch
Right testicle pulls up towards my body a lot more BUT this seems at least partly due to Inability to relax the muscles that pull them up because I can consciously release tension and testicle falls down again.
Sometimes fevers, chills, bedridden sickness � this is when I get an AB
Need lots of ibuprofen
Always have frequent urination � sometimes I urinate with normal powerful comfortable stream BUT most times I have to force it out and is never a relaxed experience � very weak stream most time and a lot of dribble and after dribble
I have had no prostate pain for years � it all seems to be tender RIGHT testicle and right EPI issues � itchy uncomfortable in pants / tender etc�..
But things gave gotten worse. I just tri sulfa � trim � worked great for a week but gave me major depression � had to stop
Cipro did OK
Doxcycline for 6 weeks � helped somewhat � no side effects
Recently got such a throbbing pain in right testicle that I was very scared � feared the worst so I started on Levofloxacin � 1 per day for 14 days � it took 7 days for the testicle pain to go away � ibuprofen helped a lot too � makes me wonder about the levo�..perhaps the IBU was more important
NOTE: my story is jumbled and hard to follow. BOTTOM LINE � I have been going through this for a long time and it is getting very miserable and uncomfortable � very depressed at times VERY DEPRESSED
So I finally decided to make this a priority and beat it; HOW?
Education � read �I will be cured� posts � I have been reading the entire prostatitis 94 page discussion and categorizing every option on an excel spread sheet and saving all the studies � this will help me with my doctor.
There are so many options from AB to herbs to anti-inflammatory (turmeric) to anti-fungal / bacterial (allimax) to massages to stretches to supplements that help AB�s work better (Bromelain) to injections PLUS Candida diet or anti-fungal diet must be maintained for 6 months minimum BUT don�t worry it gets easier after the initial sugar withdrawal and want to kill myself because I can no longer feed sweet tooth or meet emotional needs through food haha�
THERE is HOPE BUT it takes time months and months to get back on your feet �takes an entire lifestyle change � I am EXCITED and SCARED
I will be chronicling it all here!!
Thank you ALL for sharing your ideas � lets beat this together!!!
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