No worries, I never thought for one minute you were ignoring anyone. You have your own life to lead, and ultimately you must do what you think is best. I personally and I know everyone else here, would never try to force their ideas / suggestions on you, with a you must do this kind of attitude, so it's okay
Whatever happens good luck, and don't worry too much yeah. You don't need extra stress bumping up your BP as well.
Take it easy and best wishes fella. I hope you get thing sorted soon.